Messages By: heartbolts

What a great story about finding love true love,a love worth marrying too,what a great show doctor Phil,Thanks for allowing such a great couple to share there beautiful love story,and even at 70 an 80 one can find true love, true love can find you. Thanks again for establishing that love an marriage are still alive and well in our Americas today! Congradulations to the both of them on there new journey of love,may love "ALWAYS REIN in our hearts and souls and America,forever. Sincerly Heartbolts

 better for a rich person to go threw the "eye of a needle" then to get into heaven. Even "God knows what damage money can do to ones Spirit". Like it seems to be doing to these two ladys today?  Also its not! "all one accumilates" while they are liveing that matters,(its all who "LOVE YOU" that mattters,its your Friends,and Family that "REALLY MATTER" when you are all young,a young adult and fineally a old adult in this life. Its the LOVE FROM THOSE AROUND US that is the >RICHEST TREASURES OF ALL<. For "with out love" we are like a guitar which has strings yet it makes,no music when it is strumed,Why?  Because the person playing it has no "LOVE,or Faith". Be all you can be in this life, but PLEASE! don't let the "bad magic money often brings" to family, an friends darken your Spirit as it seems to have done to these two ladys?How sad it is to watch them act so bad towards such a preciouse spirit.  

 From an Irish cowgirl,and a fan"of Doctor Phil,Robin,there son,and Doctor Lawless to"Its the Love I have from the "richs of my family and friends that are my treasures today". Those two lady's today should be greatful for the beautiful little lady they have; the mother,and grandmother of the two lady's,they really should be glad,and happy they "Still have her with them!" instead of acting so foolish,so cold and greedy towards her,long before she is to pass. Hopefully they will realize this soon! hopefully threw there "experience with our Hero! Doctor phil? You two ladys; Have a good day and a great life. from the Irish cowgirl,>who knows how to play a guitar with friends,Family,and most important "WITH LOVE"< good bye. 

Hello all you octor Phil fans; I would like to leave this site with a message of "LOVE" to all who know life does have twist and turns,yet when handled with a loveing,understanding additude,then do the solutions seem to flow endlessly for our spirits,an our minds to grasp 

"SHARE YOUR LOVE AND HAPPINESS,NOT YOUR ANGER AND HATE,not your empty opnions,unless stated with GOOD Intensions. Share your Love Now,not in a minute or hour or tomorrow,look around an you can see that all the angery doers are at work,loook in your own back yard where i am sure there are old leaves from last year,look in your local papers where seemingly the only news one can find there'Is always bad news'look to the current state of afffairs in our own country,and others where our soilder boys and girls are fighting as we sit "FREE in  our homes bickering over whos'who and whats whats!" with our friends,families and neighbors,Ahh yes look to your self and "SHARE SOME LOVE,share some Joy share some happiness,some time,some food some money gladly with all share what you can. Learn to give out all THE LOVE you can to others and for others and back to you will come countlessgood,countless blessingsremember shareing draws others to you,take all who come to you,for you reward is truely in this life while you are liveing you may not always see the results of your shareing,today one may not need you,but tomorrow may bring results from the shareing of you,of LOVE,I hope we can all make one another feel as thpough we want to return back to this site or back to your home ,I hope we may never make another feel repulsed about coming to this site or to our homes,or make them feel unwanted,so "JUST FOR TODAY I CHOOSE TO SHARE LOVE" Good day to all who read this and may we all reallylearn to reach   out with a loveing hand as Doctor Phil and Robin always seem to do,Good bye Doctor Phil,My money ran out,so has my time on AOL,Bye for now its been Fun. A FIREY ANGEL" 

Its so good of you to put up the sats,Thank you,"I know from life expierences that THERE ARE BIRTH DEFECTS FROM INCEST relations! as well as INNER MARRIAGE! No matter if its first! second! or thirds or fourth,it DOES HAPPEN!OFTEN! AND YES.YES! YES ITS WRONG, WRONG,WRONG! "BIG FAT WRONG!" to Do... Thanks again for your IMPORTANT in put! and stats! Read it an weep!  all  you  incestial,and inner marrying peoples! good by!

 "I BELIEVE---with whats left of MY HEART,my SPIRIT " that truth, real justice! (HERO'S), and a good life! are TRUELY alive an well in OUR PLANET today! I also "believe that doctor Phil DOES KNOW THE TRUTH, about all ---of the "NEGATIVE problems in our world,in our justice systems, in our church systems,in our schools systems, and in OUR LIFES! He has too; because it is part of who, and what he IS. Doctor Phil knows that the "AGENCIES IN PLACE( Yesterday,today and tomorrow) were all ("ORIGINILY started") by persons (LIKE YOU or ME,and of course! like DOCTOR PHIL,and ROBIN, WHO ARE SAINTS in this world today!)These People whoms "life mission, or journey IS to SERV. To serv there  families first,then neighbors,there communities,and there country, in there own ways in this life, and HELP those IN NEED.  Who also BELIEVE that "The REAL JOURNEY" in this life! The same one "WE SHOULD ALL BE ON". The same MISSION OUR Doctor PHIL is On. The mission "TO SERV,TO SUPPORT,TO UNDERSTAND,To BE KIND,STRONG,and to ALWAYS BE AS LOVEING a person (towards one another) "TO ONE ANOTHER--- IN ALL WAYS,IN all--- TRUITH ALWAYS as long as we live...

 

After watching todays show "I too have to ADMITT! I was SHOCKED! as I could be! to hear that OUR DOCOTR PHIL,"ACTUALLY Believes in some of our systems agencies! like those he spoke of in his forum today."My jaw hit the floor! as my heart sunk!" To hear him "ACTUALLY SAY! that theses agencies( in place,--- Be they local,state or governmental agencies) actually do more GOOD! THEN BAD! IS--"SADNING! OUCH! again he has shaken my faith in him". But hey! Who knows maybe he just "privately or publicley bound".Thats alright by me too! I KNOW an YOU KNOW "THE TRUTH IS ALL OVER HIS WEBSITES"concerning these issues here today, AN Pretty  much everywhere "he attempts to search out theseTHRUTHS" There"HE WILL FIND US ALL WAITING TO BE HEARD,or HEALED, or JUST LISTENED TO. He will find us one at a time as he had "promised all of us not so long ago"when he started the Doctor Phil show,(He said he PROMISED TO HELP FIX THE NASTY PROBLEMS,the secrets hidden in closets,especially thoses concerning issues such as ",CHILDhood SEXUALRAPES, and ABUSES,to help stop all of theMental,Spiritual,and PHYSICAL ABUSES as well in our families,our churchs,scholls,fostercares,and all the dirty secrets hidden for so MANY,MANY MANY,MANY YEARS,Stop all of thoses SICKNASTY! EVILCHILDRAPEISTS,and all the dirty SECRETS HIDEING UNDER AMERICAS RUGS,for so long now.Includeing the ones in our FAMILIES. I will always remember what made me tune into yur show,You PROMISED TO DO THIS (ONE PERSON AT A TIME). "therefor I hope,someday for this Person to meet Doctor Phil"SOmehow I just know  you will also help me ti find "MY POWER TO HEAL TO."To find that POWER to heal an move on. For all of you right here in your life TODAY don't forget to be a better person today then you were yesterday, to  you all. I know,admittingly, I hope for a chance to "JUSTspeak to Doctor Phil oneday; either in person or on the phone,an hopefully before I die?" I know,I know, I am in a long,-long-- line,for this wish,"Yet I am patient". Your show was Shocking to say the least,Keep up the good work Doc,YOUR REALLY A GREAT,WISE SOUL,WHO DESERVS ALL THE GOOD YOU RECIEVE FROM YOUR WORKS. "THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK IN THE WAY OF YOUR MISSION PROMISE. "Remember"THE TRUTHs you seek and find are not just on your wesites or on the walls,but FOUND IN "THE REAL TRUTHS!"like the rewards you gain from your works in service to each PERSONS LIFE YOOU HELP,the truth is in us all,and it lights  our SPIRITS... Talk  to you again later, You have a great day.

Sincerly "Still struggleing alone" Heartbolts... 

 I am a victim of "CHILD RAPES AND PHYSICAL,AND SEXUL ABUSES OF THE WORST SICK! KINDS too. By (BOTH PARENTS),along with 7 other FAMILY MEMBERS WHOM  ALL SEXUALLY ABUSED ("ALL 6 OF US KIDS! and >>>NO ONE EVER CARED ABOUT OUR SCREAMS  OR  OUR VISIBLE BRUISES they  saw,NO ONE! NO ONE!!! Also I agree with you,about this little girl is being used (BY MORE THEN HER PARENTS! too the evidence is visible here too just as always with this type of thing. I KNOW I WAS ONE OF THESE CHILDREN! Just really (LOOK AT THE WHOLE PICTURE).Then Look at our world today! and our America and alI of her VISIBLE CORRUPTION, and rapes not just from the pHEDIFILES here at home in our US ;but ALSO from "ALLL--of these other RACES!>>>" WE ARE CONSTANTLY BEING FORCED! TO LIVE WITH AND CO-EXSIST WITH TO! Yes(ITS SICKENING HOW OUR GOVERNMENT ALLOWS THIS TO HAPPEN!) EVERY DAY ALL THE TIME AS THOUGH NOTHING WERE WRONG!<<" YET THEY-- DO!

 "Yes OUR STUPID GOVERNEMNT! Is also guilty of corruption,and filthy behaviors,unexceptable behaviors! for a "long,long,long time.They dont believe this though; they believe they are "The VERY RIGHTIOUSE,The very clean,socially and at home. whom always do right by "HER AMERICAN HOME GROWN CHILDREN!" YET WHAT DO YOU SEE ON T.V in your local paper,in our government TODAY! Yeah they "feel they are The very (SQUEEKY CLEAN MINED,clean MOUTHED,Clean Spirited ones,then up there in our white house!). Yet ourAMerican,home grown government >"JUST-- keeps-FAILING her country men and women,they just keep on Filling her up! wth all sorts orPEOPLES FROM OTHER COUNTRIES,WITH TO MANY OF THEM BEING RAPIESTS,AND MURDERS AND TERRORISTS,AND THIEFS,THEY ARE SO DEEPILY CORRUPT, SO CREEPY,EVIL AND LOTS OF THEM TO ARE PHEDIFILES TO! jUST a host of other shadey charcters  OUR GOVERNMENT KEEPS BRINGING IN. Just look at the "local news!" there too you can see just "HOW CORRUPT THINGS ARE HERE in "OUR HOME LAND" IN YOUR HOME LAND! IN MY AMERICA< Our forefathers Adam,and Georgewashington to have GOT TO BE ROLLING IN THERE GRAVES at the site of there country today FROM ALL THIS "POLLUTEING FROM FORGIENERS!<ITS SAD<AND SCAREY TO AT TIMES ESPECIALLY WHEN ON LIVE T.V.!P"HEDIFILES GET PROFILED LIKE THEY ARE STARS! THIS IS SICK<AND DISGUSTING<AND MORALLY WRONG,WRONG,WRONG<(Its times like this I AM GLAD HELL AWAITS THOSES WHO SEEK IT!) The networks are just as guilty as our government is on the topics of exsploiting and RAPEING Our children,I SWEAR THEY THINK ITS A WAYS TO MAKE MONEY(LOOK AT HOW THE OTHER COUNTRIES SELL THERE WOMEN AND CHILDREN AN SUFFER NO JUSTICE<LOOKS LIKE AMERICAS IS NOT FAR BEHIND THEM) I mean most of the women and children bought and sold >>>COME FROM AMERICAN MONEYS<<! OOOH IT ANGERS MY SOUL HOW SICK OUR COUNTRY REALLY IS!!!,Look at how the NEWS the MEDIA COVERS RAEIEST AND MURDERORS ON t.v THE POTRYA THEM AS STARS TOO or as ("SOMETHING GOOD,could come from a T.V. SHOW ABOUT THESE incidents,so they allow these type of men and women to sell there stories to the NETWORKS for filming to our theatres and to our movie houses(What eveer happen to WHOLESOME FAMILY MOVIES)??? TODAY theM"URDERS GET T.V.SHOW SCRIPTED FROM THERE PRISION CELLS"AND CHILDREN ARE RAPED AND EXSPLOITED 24-7 in  this COUNTRY,even bought an sold on the internet,and in dark alleys in forgien and in our country,yeah I have a "LOT OF HURT AN ANGER TOWARDS THIS SICK<SICK DESEASED COUNTRY WE LIVE IN TODAY ITS SCAREY AND SICKENING AS CAN BE!YET  NO ONE AN I MEAN NO ONE IN BRAVE ENOUGH AS DOCTOR PHIL IS TO TAKE ON SUCH MATTERS AND THEN TO STICK TO HIS GUNS UNTILL THE FIGHT IS WON< I PRAY I AM ABLE TO SEE THIS VICTORY! WHAT A DAY THIS WILL BE FOR ALL GOOD<INNOCENT CHILDREN WHOM HAVE HAD TO FACE THE MONSTERS IN  THERE VERY OWN BEDROOMS AND HOMES AND SCHOOLS AND BABYSUTTER<AND TEACHERS<AND DOCTORS<AND COACHS< GOOD LUCK DOCOTR PHIL,MAY GOD KEEP A HOST OF ANGELS AROUND YOU FOR THIS FIGHT IS EVEN  UNTO THE HEAVENS. TodaY ALL THAT THE (weak lieing!) POLITICIANS IN OUR OFFICES TODAAY,wHO  ONLY PAY "LIP SERVICES"TO OUR COUNTRY AND HELP THEM SLEFS TO OUR hard earned money(yeahthis is called stealing) uNLESS YOUR A POLOTICIAN,( i CANT WAIT FOR aMERICA TO GET OFF HER DUFF AND START KICKING BUT ON THE jerks running our whoite house running our country<the peoples really need to stopd wrooying about these forginers and start pulling together to make things happen in the way os stopping all the rapes on our children in everyway<from t he white house to our homes<and to our theatres and movies to our schoolS "we need to take them back toiday! today! today...(and who ever! in  this country   wants to scream pregiduce let em<there just whiners who care for no one but them selfs< and if they still dont like it throw then back to the country they came from because they will not be missed!what ever color or nationality doesnt like it get the ____ out of my country we dont need evil doers and screamers of the netw STEALING FROM THE MOUTHS OF OUR CHILDREN TO GIVE TO THEM SELFS AND TO OTHER COUNTRIES< THANK GOD FOR GOOD PEOPLES LIKE THE DOCTOR PHIL FAMILY<And THE VERY FEW WHOM REALLY (STICK TO HELPING THE INNOCENT CHILDREN WHOM REALLY DO NEED A MIRICLE TO SAVE THEM FROM THE EVIL WAYS OF THERE PARENTS<OR RELATIVES and friends of thoses relatives,MAy GOD BEGIN TO FILL OUR COUNTRY BACK UP WITH MORE PEOPLES WHOM TAKE CARE OF TEHSE KIDS< I hope to open a ranch for saveing children someday,I have to hit the lottery to do it but I pray hard an play the lottery as often as I can offord it.  !there are LOTS who are>FORGINERS< The "PHEDIFILES FORM OTHER LANDS!" Just take a HARD,HARD, look at our  HOME TOWNS,and CITIES AND STAES,LOok at how corrupt our own school systems ARE NOW! LOOK AT HOW OUR SCHOOLS TO ARE SO FULL OF CORRUTION<AND REAL BAD GANGS AND BULLIES AND SHOOTING ALL FROM THE SEPERATION THESE OTHER FORGINERS CREATE( AN YEAH I SADI THAT!) This "raceial seperation", THEY HAVE CAUSED AND CREATED FOR US! NO ONE DOES A THING(FOR FEAR OF WHAT CRITSIM<WHAT POLITICALLLY CORRECT RUELK!?) Its ALWAYS THEM WHO CRIES A LOUD ON T.V IN THE COURT ROOMS AND ANYWHERE ELSE THEY CAN RUN THERE DRAG AT AND GAIN SOMETHING FROM  OUR GOVERNMENT,FROM ALL THE AGENCIES THEY CONSTANTLY RAPE AND USE UP <STEALING OUR SOCILA SECURITRY WHICH ALL OF MY FAMILYS GENERTAONS PAID INTO<WHICH I HAVE PAID INTO AN MY FAMILIES BEFORE<ITS (NOT FOR THEM) Yet our government politely gIVES IT ALL AWAY TO THEM HOMES<CARS<PAYCHECKS JUST FOR LIVEING HERE<ITS SICKENING AND ITS ALSO off track sorry  there I go again,Lets get back to the matter at hand,I will try to stcik to it too.( I DO GET ANGERY. I DO KNOW THE COST OF BEING BORN INTO A FAMILY OF SICK,NASTY  BAD BAD MEAN CARE GIVERS or PARENTS, I ASLO KNOW THE COST OF IGNORING THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR,OF REWARDING IT WITH FILM,BOOK AND FREEDOM SO THEY CAN REOFFEND<AGAIN<aND AGAAIN<AS THEY WILL DO. The cost of all the policital rapeists the cost of pollution which televison,the internet the public services and cps,and foster care an all toses programs whic were originally designed  (By the person or persons whom created them created them for the HEALTH A WELL BEING OF OUR CHILDREN) Not to take these programs and use THEM TIO  RAPE<STEAL AND KILL OUR CHILDREN yet this is what happens,like doctor Phil sadi only 8% of America ISNNNNT BEEN RAPED IN SOME WAY SHAAPE FOR OR FASHION< let change this epole,lets do it together with doctor Phil. He knows about this cancer an "PROMISED ONE PERSON AT A TIME TO HELP RID OUR HOMES AND CLASSROOMS AN,TheTEACHERS,the RELIGIOUSE,teachers,the religiouse PLACES, AND THE WHOLE SCAPE OF HIS PROMISE is to RID OUR COUNTRY OF THIS SICKNESS<THIS EVIL CANCER"! Plus ONCE IT COMES TRUE WILL( HIS PROMISE) The HE WILLOF HELPED TO HEAL AMERICA" IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE THREW HER FAMILIES!" WE TO CAN TAKE OR CUE FROM HIM IN HIS PLIGHT TO RID THIS CANCER WE CAN HELP HIM EVERY WAY POSSIBLE. WE SHOULD ALL HELP HIM RID OUR HOME LAND FROM THIS UGLY<GROWING CANCER" its hitiouse how our local city stae and governemntal officilas keep houseing these sick peoples the turning them loose when no one is looking.I am praddleing on like soem one is listening yeah I HAVE INNER SCARS AND DAILY NIGHT MARES< And I get excited when I see a man a family one in a billion out here "ACTUALLY DOING LOTS OF THINGS TO PUT THESE SICK PHEDIFILES AND CHILD RAPEISTS AWAY FOR GOOD<( I do hope for the death penalty to be born and used again for peoples like this too0 But thats a whole   other issue when it comes to what political correct IS!< But I know I must leave this alone for now,I did have to say HEy doctor Phil GET EM!"Sinceryl still struggleing,your northern lady,Heartbolts.

Yes I to believe in the facts!(Or at least as many as we were allowed to view,here today?)All that I saw is a "BUNCH OF SICK WRONG Parenting and I also feel this mother is as guilty as the father why?Tell me why, Why?else would she keep on------tapeing videos,and tapeing audios,while her daughter is screaming to stay with her! Its so tragic! So frightening,so sad to HAVE TO WATCH! See I have been there to.I feel deepily sorry  for "ALL THESE KIDS in this family INVOLVED HERE TODAY. WHY?" Because she "DOES KEEP ON ALLOWING HIM TO TAKE HER AND THEN FILMING IT!" What is wrong with that picture?, As I have already said I to am from a long line of "VIOLENT SEXUAL,Physical,and Mental or SPIRITUAL ABUSERS too;(there were 7,I can remember whom are family members,The rest were friend of the family...YES THEY WERE FAMILY). " NO WAY DID ANY OF THE SYSTEMS IN PLACE EVER HELP US. Neither did our teachers or close family friends of church members or police men or anyone who should of helped  NEVER EVER DID!They only "ADDED TO OUR LIST OF ABUSERS AN CHILD RAPIEST AND USERS! AN SICK PHEDIFILES!  OUT THERE PRATICEING!!! WHOM ARE EVEN IN OUR SYTEMS,which are still in place today...Yeah scarey but TRUE!  NO,No, NO, NO ONE, No ONE! HAs "EVER  HELPED ME AN MY 5,siblings. Now we are doing as well as can be exspected=Good. Of course occassionally like when i watch shows on  this topic; I still feel,I still see! all the failures of our boys an girls in the white House going on "ESPECIALLY WITH OUR CHILD CARE GIVERS AND PROGRAMS OUT THERE such as CPS<FOSTERCARES AND THE REST OF THE PROGRAMS STILL FAILING US ALL.....Sadily  this is the same system (Which "EVEN DOCTOR PHIL BELIEVES IN"), I wonder if he knows about this type of stuff which most all of us whom are survivors of childrapes,know about? "Concerning Child pertective services,Foster care progrmas and the rest of the mess claiming to be there for these children and these families in need!  WE DO KNOW ABOUT THEM<WE DO KNOW ALL THE NAKED NASTY EVIL TRUTHS ABOUT TEHSE PROGRAMS,for we have "HAD TO BE FORCED INTO THEM SHUFFLED THREW THEM AN HURT DEEPILY BY THEM<THEY ARE FAILING AND HAVE BEEN FOR OVER 100,YEars! Then the politicians and all thoses (LIP SERVICE WHITE HOUSE WORKERS) those "(Governmental politicians whom are running our country,THEY ARE ALSO FAILING, FAILINGOUR SOLIDER MEN AN WOMEN, WHOM DIE EVERY DAY FOR OUR FREEDOMS! Whom serv our failing government,, They are failing miserabily for all of our needs especailly thoses of our CHILDREN. FAILING to MEET OUR COUNTERIES NEEDS to IN EVERY WAY! Really look at some of or allof these programs these child careservices, and fostercare programs and schooling programs 'ALL ONE HAS TO DO IS JUST WATCH YOUR LOCAL NEWS TO SEE,FEEL AND HEAR Just how poorily things are for OUR CHILDREN FOR OR YOUTH TODAY. I am going back to why I am here(Opps I do get carried away at times when my heart is moved) an today it was moved for MY HERO<FOR THIS MAN WHOM I SWEAR IS A SAINT! "I CONGRADULATE  OUR  FRIEND AN SAINT DOCTOR PHIL and HIS family whom all have in fact '"LITERALLY STEPPED UP TO THE PLATE!"and the do "TAKE ACTION" against THIS CANCER WE CALL CHILD ABUSE! CHILD RAPE! CHILD MURDER! They dont mesh or use EMPTY WORDS,or BIG FAT LIES! AS ALL THOSES IN OUR WHITE HOUSE DO. AS THE POLITICIANS DO,No! They >..HONSETILY GET DOWN TO BUSINESS!<<< They Get down to working on these tough issues! which I THANK GOD THEY ARE DOING! With Doctor Phil its NOT JUST WORDS IT ACTION<FOR THIS WE SHOULD ALL BE DEEPILY GREATFUL<I AM.. Him an Robin are SUCH,GREAT WONDERFUL<MORALLY RIGHT PEOPLES<WE SHOULD ALL LEARN FROM. I also hope that his efforts will soon "BEAT OUT OVER THIS CORRUPT SYSTEM OF OURS,)SOOON,  I hope to be alive to see Doctor Phil WIN. I hope to see him bring about those DESPERATLEY NEEDED CHANGES IN OUR COUNTRY IN OUR HOMES TODAY! I PRAY HE WINS in every way withTHIS PLIGHT HE IS ON TO STOP THE RAPES<THE CHILD ABUSES<TO STOP THE CANCER FROM IT too. I PRAY THIS FAMILY ESPECIALLY Kailey get as FAR FROM THEM AS POSSIBLE  ! SOON,Then I hope she can learn again to be the innocent child she is menat to be to learn an grow in an inviroment free from such monsters as her father! GOD SPEED.  Sincerly(I have spoken about to much but I do feel better,I will hold this child in praye,good night.

 Hello I am "NOT AT ALL SURE IF I AM GOING TO HELP A SINGLE SOUL" But if I do it will be for the GOOD ONLY! of this person or persons I do help. With this being said, Today at 3;00 p.m." I sit here in my 'BEAUTIFUL HOME "I an sitting close to a big window here in my  office, I feel something?Like?someone or something? is with me now? So I look up! What do I see?I see! not one! not two! but 5! deer--- in my side yard! looking for food,(There are lots of animls which visit my home). There are two mother deer, and three babies following them around my yard. I am awe struck at there innoceents and BEAUTY! I feel just how I am BLESSED TO BEHOLD this site!. "( I am 45,years young and I am physically sick,and on a very tight budget($489.00 a month  welfare=sad face:-( ),I lost my  business,and most of my income to these health problems,I have three major deseases which keep me down at times but for the most part ("I AM STRONG AN ABLE TO do most anything I set out to do!") I am shareing with the viewrs on this site,and anything I say "IS ONLY MY OPNION!" NOT TO BE TAKEN PERSONALLY,or as an ATTACK OnTO ANYONE OUT THERE!This being said too,"PLEASE BEAR WITH ME". THANKS ( My friends have said I AM BRUTEILY HONEST AN OUT SPOKEN) "but Please" >>>just remember it's ONLY my opnion)NOTHING MORE. I am "just SHAREING like eveeryone else here IS!" THANK YOU.Getting back to theses 5,deers,AGAIN "I am awed by there beauty an grace". Then I "REALIZE THE FATE OF THESE BEAUTIFUL CREATURES"They are WANTED AND EATEN BY MANY of mother natures creatures as well as BY MAN! Truely if some cye-ote,or wolf,or cougar or man does'nt eat these babies befor they are a year old they are lucky an blessed. But if  "they can learn to flee fast enough away from such dangers"they will be safe. If not then there fate is useually a very crule,and enevitable one, Even the mothers too; if they cannot find "enough food,and dry places to sleep at night in this grueling cold?in this even MORE CROWDED STATE I live in if they cannot find all they need to sustain them selfs and for these babies! Especially  to get threw this (what is looking to be a very cold, snowy, winter herein the Northwest?)Then there fate too will also be cruel an enevetible. I hope the best for all 5 of them. Yet Not only do they face all that mother nature has to throw at them! but also "ALL OF THE HUNTERS who "ONLY HUNT FOR SPORT!"(Yes there are STILL THESE TYPES OF MEN AN EVEN WOMEN OUT THERE TODAY IN 2006!. Who only like to KILL AN STUFF ANIMALS FOR SPORT an Trophy,(ITS REAL an its SAD); then theres the "hunters whom hunt for the meat"who  only take what they need for the season the good guys. then there are boys an girls whom "got guns for the hunting seasons" an use every--" AVAILABLE ANIMAL BIG OR SAMLL FOR TARGET PRATICE!"Sad but true too.Also thoses hunters who hunt for the meat of the deers,whom kill anything includeing sometimes each other for a one time hunting trip. When they (could get vension it at there local meat market) Yet hunt every year just because its legal. And fineally all the PEOPLE,POACHING(WHO ARE NOT FROM OUR COUNTRY) whom are also from our country who ARE RIGHT NOW POACHING<STEALING PLANTS AND ANIMALS FROM OUR FORESTS AND HILLS AND MOUTAINS TO SELL for profit,in our country an in theres too,(AGAIN FACTS!).If you seek the truths about tehse things YOU WILL FIND THE THRUTHS<Just seek for it.I am not lieing about what I write of here today. People the hunters and thieves of our home land who are also ENCROUCHEING UPON (THE HOMES of our local wildlife includeing these innocent beautiful deer).AS well as encrouching upon the gifts our children are suppose to inheriet from our homeland,(ALL IS STOLEN OR SOLD TO OTHER COUNTRIES FOR PROFIT) EVEN OUR CHEERISHED THROUGHBRED HORSES! Look at how your local and state wilflife "ARE JUST THROWIN OUT OF THERE CURRNET HOMES! FOR A PLACE TO BUILD YET ANOTHER  HOUSE,Apartment complex or another Super,Market,or a WALLMART, A SAFE WAY, A HOME DEPOT, OR LOWES! or a Strip mall again and again and again,on every corner! IT FRIGHTENING AN SAD< AND WRONG HOW ABUSEIVE OUR COUNTRY REALLY IS TO ITS SELF! Our Children and our ANIMLAS too are JUST THROWING THEM AWAYS AS TOUGH THEY ARE GARBAGE! "IT IS HEART WRENCHING to Me.I HAVE SEEN THIS SAME TYPES OF TREATMENTS TOWARDS OUR CHILDREN ALL ACROSS AMERICA! "Children ARE EXSPLOITED FOR FAME, ART, AND ESPECIALLY FOR MONEY! FOR PORN,and for sale(IN OTHER COUNTRIES TO THEY SELL CHILDREN FOR PROSTITUTION!) Its AWFUL<ITS UGLY ITS WRONG<what goes on RIGHT HERE IN OUR AMERICAS!CHILDREN ARE ALSO EXSPLOITED! FOR COMMERCIALS, AND A HOST OF things that are just MORALLY WRONG! How sad this is! WE ALL OF US!HERE IN AMERICA "CAN CHANGE WHAT WE HAVE IN OUR WHITE HOUSE! IN OUR THREATERS AND ON OUR TELEVISIONS AND IN OUR HOMES!"WHY YOU DON'T IS BEYOND ME??? There ARE SOME OF US WHOM  TAKE CARE OF OUR COUNTRY SURE,There are SOME OF US WHOM ACTUALLY DO! YES We WAKE EVERY DAY "FIGHTING FOR THE GOOD FIGHTS YES!"  But "WE NEED MORE OF YOU! TO HELP!TO DO YTOUR PART,NOT PAY LIP SERVICE! "BUT DO ACTION SERVICE! LIKE DOCTOR PHIL DOES!" WE CAN ALL DO MORE IN (THE WAY OF DOING THE RIGHT THINGS FOR OUR COUNTRIES CHILDREN,and WILDLIFE AND THOSES WHOM ARE WILLING TO FIGHT THESE FIGHTS! SUPPPORT THEM IF YOU CANOT DO NOTHING ELSE?!.  I am working on a plan to try (to save our wild life here,"GOD WILLING!" I WILL FIND A WAY? TO PURCHASE ENOUGH PROPERTY TO >HELP Theses BEAUTIFUL DEER TO HAVE A REFUGE, AS WELL AS HELP THESE CHILDREN I LONG SO DEEPILY TO HELP? I HOPE FOR THIS TO HAPPEN Someday soon? I AM OLDER AN DONT HAVE MUCH TIME LEFT HERE<But I AM TRYING AS HARD AS I CAN WITH WHAT LITTLE I DO HAVE! I am also hopeing to incorporate a (program for all our children,HERE IN MY HOME TOWN(An later on across this nation)TO GET TO KNOW AN LOVE AN RESPECT OUR LOCAL CREATURES at my ranch. (HEARTBOLTS RANCH) for heaven children. We all know just how important a role our wildlife REALLY PLAYS in our ctites,town,and states too.)FOR ME TO DO THIS WOULD BE A BLESSING AND A CHANGE WE ALL NEED. To be ABLE TO SAVE,save some of "these children whom have been severily abused" IS ALSO MY GOAL FOR THIS RANCH.  Animals and OUR CHILDREN ALL play SUCH AN IMPORTANT ROLE IN OUR LIFES TODAY! TOMMORROW AND in the FUTURE.LOoK TO YOUR GREEN,FOREST,HILLS AND HOMES, THERE YOU'LL SEE THE MAGIC OF OUR CHILDREN OF OUR PLANETS ANIMALS too. 

 

Yet I am (only one) "OF THE FEW" (LIKE Doctor Phil an Robin) who work continueally to (help OUR AMERICAS CHILDREN AN ANIMALS to become a beautiful part of the magic of our world,of our AMERICAS). We, Who are always fighting to save the local wild life,Who WILL ALWYAS FIGHT TEH GOOD FIGHT. I AM actaully ONLY ONE,But I KNOW I SHARE A GREAT SPACE WITH ALL OF YOU. I am bringing this up so as to make a point threw "my own tear felt eyes" about ALL (OF THE ABUSES! MAN KIND NOT ONLY INFLICTS UPON HIS CHILDREN! BUT ALSO UPON HER ANIMALS TOO)...  Look at first the government(THOSE IN CONGREES WE HAVE VOTED FOR) they >"take away!<" from our country!--- by "selling out! to cheep labor over seas,an abroad!">>> threrfor looseing site of "our childrens futures"<<< right here in our AMERICAS! YES THEY DO(Yet we all look the other way WHY?) Then they take from our Military men and women,(YEAH THEY DO!) all in the name of the almighty dollar! (STILL WE DO NOTHING! WHY?) THey ALWAYS TAKE FROM OUR CHARITIES OUR SCHOOLS!-- AND OUR CHILDRENS FUTURES! (AGAIN NO ONE! EVER STANDS UP FOR WHATS RIGHT! WHY?) So they continue to take from our schools, and fund political programs which as we all know "ARE ALWAYS A WASTE OF TIME AN MONEY" WHICH WE<OUR CHILDREN AN OUR COUNTRY ARE SUFFERING FROM!( NO ONE DOES A THING!) TAKE a look too; (Look at the Rich and famouse! how they take all there hard earned "AMERICAN DOLLARS Over to so many OTHER COUNTRIES! AN FEED, AND CLOTHE, AND EDUCATE THEM! WITH OUR CHILDRENS MONEYS(YEAH I SAID THAT) ITS O.K. to help other countries and there children to BUT WE DONT HAVE TO KEEP STEALING FROM OUR CHILDRENS FUTURES AND ADOPTING THESE PEOPLE AND HAVEINGTHEM FILL UP OUR COUNTRY WITH ALL THERE COUNTRIUES PROBLEMS(WE HAVE ENOGH PEOPLE AND PROBLEMS OVER HERE! TO ATTEND TO! YEAH WE DESERV TO CLEAN UP  OUR COUNTRY(YET WE JUST KEEP FILLING IT UP WITH EVEN MORE GARBAGE! LOOK WE HAVE enough! RIGHT HERE AT HOME! ("WE REALLY DO HAVE TONS OF FAMILIES IN NEED OF HELP ALL AROUND OUR TOWNS,CITIES,AND STATES!(YET WE WALK ON BY THEM EVEN THE CHILDREN AS THOUGH THEY WERE GARBAGE"JUST LIKE THESE DEER!" GOD PEOPLE!  "Just Look at the systems in place!From our very own white house and ALL ITS CORRUPTION<AND UN JUSTICES towards our children and towards US! our Police officers, and FbI, and all the so called JUSTICE SYSTEMS IN PLACE RIGHT NOW! LOOK AT >>"HOW THEY CONTINUEOUSILY FAIL US ALL! US ALL <<" ESPECIALLY! OUR CHILDREN"!!!  Then they have the nerv to say! (well you voted for this or you voted for that law!),"GOD HOW OUR COUNTRY NEEDS A MAJOR LOOK INTO HER OWN BACK YARDS< HOW DEEPILY SHE NEEDS A GOOD MORALE CLEANING! NOT ONLY IN OUR WHITEHOUSE BUT EVERYPART OF OUR CORRUP SYSTEMS IN PLACE WHICH ARE CONTINUEALLY FALING OUR KIDS AND  OUR SLEFS AN OUR ANIMALS Too. of the entire systems IN PLACE! from the white house to the local schools, and churchs and yes to our  own attitudes towards our "HOME COUNTRYTOWARDS OUR AAMERICA< we are literally MIXED UP WITH MORE THEN WAY TO MANY DIFFERENT CULTURES MIXED TOGETHER AND BEING FORCED TO DEAL WITH THOSES CULTURE WICH DO NOT! BELONG HERE! IN THE FIRST PLACE! (YET WHO ARE ALSO CONTINUOUSEILY NEGLECTING OUR CHILDRENS FUTURES FOR THOSES OTHER COUNTRIES!) NOW IN PLACE OVER HERE! ITS WRONG AN YOU KNOW IT! ESPECAILLY WHEN "WE CAN AND SHOULD! TAKE HOLD AND CLEAN UP! Our  OWN ACTS! BEFORE TRYING TO (HELP EDUCATE OTHER COUNTRIES) INSTEAD OF BRINGING THEM HERE TO (USE UP WHAT LITTLE WE REALLY HAVE LEFT!!!) We as a nation "CAN change all the abuses going on TODAY!" Yet ("no one except the very few!THE VERY BRAVE, like myself, AND THOSE WITH ME IN THE GOOD FIGHT! WHO ALSO "(TRY TO SAVE  OUR LOCAL aNIMALS AND CHILDREN FROM THE CORRUPTION GOING ON ALL AROUND US EVERYDAY!)"! right here at home IN OUR GOOD  OL USA! WE THE ONE'S WHO ARE LOOKED AT AS BAD, ALL BECASUE WE "really want the changes necessary to fix AS MANY PROBLEMS AS WE CAN FIX BEFORE WE PASS ONTO OUR NEXT LIFES! YET MONEY OR laws,or CORRUPT PEOPLES TRY AN STOP OUR EFFORTS OUR GOOD WORKS<we win eventually though. Ther are Laws to "wHICH ARE IN PLACE STOPPING US at times FROM OUR GOALS" YET WE KEEP up (the good fight just like doctor phil and robin are doing TODAY TO)Therefor I "SAY TO THIS MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER GO FOR IT" HELP YOUR DAUGHTER Kaylee! do what is necessary to get the >>>proper help<<< you need (to STOP ALL the abuses going on with your daughter!) GO AS FAR AS YOU NEED TO TO GET THIS OUT THERE! MAYBE JUST MAYBE SOMEONE WHO IS THE RIGHT PERSON OR PERSONS WILL HELP AND STOP ALL OF THE ABUSESIVE PROBLEMS GOING ON IN HER LITTLE INNOCENT LIFE! MAY GOD AND DOCTOR PHIL,HELP in paveing the way for Kaylee,and theses two ladies.

I remember when I was being raped by daddy and uncle and brother and allthoses EVIL SICK MONSTERS NO ONE,NOT NO ONE WAS EVER TEHR EFOR US 6 KIDS NO ONE! Not all thoses CHRISTIAN PEOPLE,our even our TEACHERS,or ANY FAMILY FRIENDS either! NO NEIGHBIORS, NO ONE EVER HELPED US EVER! Two of these monster are still alive and (Probally still abuses children) AN NO ONE EVER HAS BROUGHT ANY OF THOSES 7,MEN and WOmen to justice,They GET TO PASS FROM THIS LIFE WITH ALL THE WRECKAGE LEFT BEHIND AN NEVER GET BROUGHT TO JUSTICE!<SO I PRAY THESE WOMEN GET THE HELP THEY DESERV ESPECAILLY KAYLEE! NOt ONE PERSON EVER DID step up to the plate for us! I HAVE TO SAY THESE women, "ARE doing what MOST AMERICAN PEOPLES ARE AFRAID TO DO<They ARE CONFRONTING THE MONSTERS WHOM ABUSE CHILDREN! MAY THEY FIND THERE WAYS! I pray they get ALL they are looking for in the way of gainig help for kaylee. Me? I have ("shed yet another heartfelt TEAR FOR THOSES WHO CHILDREN WHOM STILL SUFFER, FOR THE CHILDREN WHOES CRIES ARE NOT HERD IN THE NIGHT, by there parents or family or feinds who are sleeping threw such treacheary! AND FOR THE UN-JUSTICE THEY ARE BEING HANDED FROM THIS GENERATION OF MONSTERS! WHO ACTUALLY HAVE THE JUSTICE SYSTEM AND CPS<AND ALLTHOSE SO CALLED CHILD PROTECTION AGENCIES WHOM FAIL CONSTANTILY FOR THESE CHILDREN! WHILE THESE MONSTERS INDULGE IN THERE SICKNESS'S, WHO ARE STILL GETTING AWAY WITH MURDEROUSE DEEDs,and acts UPON AND AGAINST! OUR CHILDREN TODAY. I SHED ANOTHER TEAR FOR THOSES ARE ARE STILL BEING ABUSED, I PRAY ANOTHER pRAYER FOR HELP TODAY FOR "ALL THREE OF THESES LKADIES" WHOM ARE ABVIOUSELY STILL STRUGGLEING for the PROPER HELP. This is FROM "THE LADY OF THE NORTH". GOOD BYE

Hello firstly! I want to say this Cross logo is "SO BEAUTIFUL" an enlightening too.I am an artists of sorts,I found this so beautiful,Thanks for shareing it...

 "I am a fallen Angel" as is David B. I want to say secondily that "I am only here to share--just like everyone else is! I am NOT here to judge, or critise, or to be judge, or critised, THANK YOU!

I am NOT here offend anyone either! with my thoughts an feeling!" I am just shareing my thoughts an feelings like all of you are. Also for me this is a place I choose to share my life expierences in the hope of >"helping myself an others? in some way.<" Now lets move on.

 

I Was "UNFORTUNEATELY born into a family of,(Criminal outlaws,Runnagades and alcoholics!With legal an illegal drug users, as well as haveing at least 7,Pediphiles, yeah child rapeists,an Physical abusers in my family! even a few drug pushers an so on...>( MY LIFES JOURNEY HAS BEEN TRAGIC, AND A LONG HORRIBLE,and Mostly---A SCAREY RAOD FOR ME! to say the LEAST<!) It Is "FULL OF MONSTERS!, AND EVIL PEOLPES CONSTANTILY!"

 MY LIFES STORIES "WOULD CURL  YOUR TOW NAILS!" No I AM NOT PROUD ABOUT THIS FACT)<... For me, Liveing with all the "NIGHTMARES on a daily basis!" is to say the least                >> a BIG CHALLENGE to accomplish at times.There are days when "Sometimes it minute by minute". However I am doing "my very best to get threw ( WITHOUT ANY HELP!)FROM ANYONE! Save this website,Doctor Phil,and fineally, my prayers...

 I have many, a many, a time "reached out for help threw the years" many a times " >>Only to be thrown to the wolfs AGAIN!"<< Then I too ( I began seeking help threw variouse agencies by myself--at 13,years old, Why? because "I KNEW----------things were SO MANY WRONG THINGS GOING ON AT HOME<an In my LIFE as it is.)However of the group counsers,of the one to one theraphists, an even the psychologists,None seemed to fit,or even qualify! All because they all had HIDDEN AGENDS of there own,Some were agendas to get down my 13 year old pants!O yeah they were MANY to. Yeah they seem to come a dime a dozen! From  my scholl,to my church to my Rehabs an counslers! rehabs of both kinds! You Know--- the ones were (boys an girls are put together) or where (they are seperate), Well it did not matter (I seemed to end up with theses creep! In  my path of life??? Weather they were "MALE OR FEMALE didnt matter" they were THERE!goinmg after me with there hidden agends! Once after coming out of jail, (Remember I DID NOT CHOOSES MY PARENTS! Thank you.) I had choose to go to rehab,( I new I wanted some help) This time, I was only 18, well after about aweek of entery work,(The third floor program) was the name of the rehab, After only a week one of entery level work there was this black counsler,who came into my room to verbally, an physically assult me!YES HE DID! an he did!" He did it by busting threw the door! to my shared room (The male counslers were NOT SUPPOSE TO BE IN THE FEMALES WING WITHOUT PERMISSION!) yet he came to our wing,then to our door! the he busted down our door (from what I gathered form his heated rage an angery words were this ("it was because of his FALSE ego trip he was on! he spit out something like this (Why are'nt you in my gestalt group!"SPIT" no one miss's my group!Spit, all the while he was >"throwing my body across the room! from the tremendouse amount of pressure he had pushed against our door!a door (Which I just happenned to be standing very near)as he blew threw it! without warninig into our room! (ALso you need to know, I was told I did by my counsler at this time too( That I WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO ATTEND THESE GESTALT GROUP SESSIONS) because (my counseler thought they would do more harm then good to me.)  Yet this huge, black counsler "busted threw the door an assulted me!" Yeah I was devastated! an he was fired by the end of the day, so now FEAR had entered my life again in the form of yet another 'STRAGER". Of course that evening "I ran far,and fast!"  from this rehab. One of many "I had TRIED TO GAIN HELP AN SUPPORT FROM". >>>To my dismay! this act would end up "Costing me a three year sentence! in two! of Californias WORST PRISONS!

 "Yet AGAIN I WAS THROWN TO THE WOLFS, throwen to the CORRUPTION OF THE PRISON SYSTEMS!" >>>NOT EVEN YOUR FRIENDILY TELEVISION CAN EXSPRESS LIFE IN PRISON<<<( I NEVER SAW THIS ONE COMING EITHER!,"GOD WAS IT HARD!!!!" (Just so your informed correctily about ME! I WAS A GREAT KID! (ALL THINGS CONSIDERED!) I was A student, a great friend,a faithful daughter too! and now even at this time in my life I had >>>NO Criminal RECORDS OF ANY SORTS!<<<.  I HAD NO! JUVINILE OR CHILDHOOD INCIDENTS WITH THE LAW either,or ANYONE! for that matter either.  I WAS A GOOD GIRL! Who was a child,a young adult who UNFORTUNEATLY, "FORCED INTO BEING SEXUALLY ASSUALTED by thoses 7,FAMILY members" a HARD START INTO THIS LIFE of mine.. Then again I was forced from home at 13,(THANK YOU CPS!)You CREEPS!)From here I was "FORCED into POVERTY AN HAD TO LIVE ON THE STREETS AT THE TENDER AGE OF 15,threw to about 18!)" Leearning FAST WHAT LIFE AN SURVIVEAL  MEANT to  such a young lady.  YES! "IT IS ALL TO TRAGIC too AWFUL! too HEART an SPIRIT WRENCHING! to HAVE TO OF LIVED THIS! Yet its VERY REAL<AN My story. I know for all you outthere in siberspace as well as (For MOST PEOPLE TO EVEN BELIEVE! Such things could happen is unreal to you!) Even so---- "ITS MY LIFE! My STORY! MY AWFUL REALITY!)" I have hade to bear, "I SUFFERED SOME OF THE MOST HORRIBLE TIMES,during an even AFTER THESES YOUNG TENDER YEARS of mY LIFE,Somehow?" I have MADE IT TO TODAY???? I want to mention again the "third floor program and the fact that I had choose to run,Because "I am here today to say >(ITS NOT AT ALL EASY!--NOt AT ALL EASY as SOME OF YOU BELIEVE LIFE IS! ITS NOT AT ALL EASY TO FIND A MATCH OR EVEN TO GET THE PROPER HELP one is seeking to gain for them slef, ITS HARD,HARD,HARD!) I KNOW THIS AS FACT. I HAVE BEEN AN STILL AM THERE! Always finding the "right Person,or persons" is hard. "So--- my Friend" >>>TRY TO REMEMBER<<( >>"Its NOT ALWAYS EASY<OR A SWEET JOURNEY TO GAIN WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY YOURS!) its NOT always easy either! >>to FIND THE RIGHT PROGRAM ,Theraphists, counslers, or even friends,TO HELP EITHER! WHY? BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE! THEY FAIL US AT TIMES, plus (THERE ARE A LOT OF FALSE,SICK INDIVIDULES OUTTHERE!DOIN MORE HURT THE HELP to peoples seeking a better way! They are DECIETFUL,CREEPY People in theses rehabs too,and all over these self help and legal business,and rehabs too,whichare SUPPOSE TO BE LEGAL AND JUST AND LOVEING AND KING AN SUPPORTIVE,THEY ARE FRAUDS,RAPEISTS,AND MEAN PEOPLES! WITH HIDDEN AGENDA!  "WHOM ONLY AGENDA IS THERE OWN!" ITS SAD. Yeah I just had to say this.. I to have been seeking help for the "Scars I have from my childhood,from my youth,and even form parts of my present life" Its VERY,VERY HARD LONG ROAD,to get to where we WANT TO GET" TO GET THREW WHAT WE MUST TO GAIN>WHAT WE FEEL IS OUR,HAPPINESS,OUR PEACE OR SILENT VITORIES FOR OUR FAMILY FOR OUR SELFS! "ITS A HARD THIN RAOD alright"..

Just like >>>HAPPINESS TURELY IS<<<its something we WORK HARD FOR..

 I guess I am done now. NOTHING WORTH HAVEING IS FREE. I give CREDIT TO DAVID, HAPPINESS IS ALSO WORKED FOR in our lifes,May we all find the "Proper person or persons to help aid us all in our quests for the better,good life,free of what ever our demons are,May we all LEARN THAT WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE ABUSED BY ANYONE!EVER IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM <MAY WE ALL FIND THE LIGHT AT THE ENDS OF EACH OF  OUR JOURNEYS TOO."Sincerly still struggleing the Northern Lady.Good day,HAppy Holidays too...

"for some reason or reasons?" I just can't seem to get passed allthe voices in my head an spirit which keep me from moveing forward "TRY AS I MAY!" they just pull me WAY DOWN? Why I am not sure? I DO KNOW I AMNOT A QUITTER. I will keep coming back untill I get it right.Maybe its true what you say here that those voices are lies,NOW IF ONLY I COULD TURN THOSES NASTY voices off,when I am trying so hard to REACH MY GOALS in this thing we call LIFE< Maybe just maybe I iwll finalley STOP HAVEING SO MANY NIGHT MARES< An maybe GOD WILLING I WILL MAKE whats left of  my life a life worth liveing? I keep a note to myself on the refrigerator which reads LIFE, Live it! Love it! Conqure it! then    it also goes on to say "LIVE WELL LAUGH OFTEN AND NEVER EVER<EVER GIVE UP!" God  knows I pray hard every day at leat two  times a day,unless I am beign bad, and God knows all I really want from this ending part of  my life is to "SAVE MY MOther,MY SISTERS AND MYSEL:F From the TRAGIC PAST which has "PRETTY MUCH RUIEND ALL FOUR OF US< So as they say ONWARD AND UP WARD< GOD BLESS YOu  thanks for rthe encourageing words about NOT LETTING THOSES VOICES KEEP YOU DOWN< I needed this GOOD DAY TO YOU,an Thanks again.