Messages By: mernziepoo

You are always sweet to me. You see I keep leaving here so that I can try and focus on my own life but then people here think that I am deserting them. I am not deserting anyone I simply can not do everything I am required to do in one day as it is. 

I miss some of the old days on here. My husband is encouraging me to stop posting because he thinks that the dire situations that happen here are causing me more stress and depression.  I guess I really take on the worries of the world. 

Yeah it does still hurt. I know that when I am depressed I don't try and hurt other people, I guess I don't understand why someone would want to hurt me. 

I like talking to you too, Mj. 

God bless?  

How have you been? 

Good to see you posting again. I am good but feeling kind of hurt and sad, but otherwise I am doing okay. 

Just so you know. 

Hugs Mar. 

You guys are wonderful. Thank you. I have to get off and get dinner ready. 

Take care of yourselves, I would keep your words in mind. I too keep what God would see in mind. If I can't see it then maybe it is not there to see. 

God always provides. 

Hugs and prayers, Mar. 

Thanks Hisjewel. There are always clues in the beginning but being taught not to judge has left me doubting my own suspicians. I feel realy dumb today too! 

Why don't I stay safely on the sidelines, why do I always grab the rope and jump in? 

I'm off. 

God bless! 

Maybe that is why I have so much fun with my crazy kids. So what do you think...macaroni and cheese tonight? 

I am all about enjoying our din din now. 

Have a good night girls.  

PS - You two are real smarties yourselves! 

I am sorry that so much has been happening with you. Has Tim been able to help you out with any of this? Have you thought about moving in with him or your Mom? 

Be back later..okay. Please don't talk about making things stop, only about making yourself feel better in a healthy way. Okay? 

Please forgive me I can't talk about this tonight. I do care Tama, so much and only want you to remain safe. Please don't be pf offended by my leaving. 

God bless and keep you safe and in good health in his shadow. 

Mar 

I have to go forgive me. 

I hope that I didn't scare or worry you. I have been so worried about everyone. In fact I am only coming on for this post tonight and will be going to bed early tonight to catch up on some sleep.  

That is why I think it might be a good idea for the two of you to live together, Maybe you could support each other and save on expenses because you will be sharing space.  

My sister and mom are together a lot and eat together almost every night. They seem to be much happier living close like that although it is a bit hard on my sister because sometimes she really needs time to herself. 

Did you ever do the things I suggested before? Going to the local organizations to see if you can get some aid money, from your local church or salvation army. You never know it could help. 

I have to go again Tama the kids are home. 

God bless! 

Mar.