Messages By: labelfree

The person who seeks all their applause from outside has their happiness in another's keeping.

Claudius Claudianus

Cannot stay in a victim role...Got to move on....Got to get strong...I had to find a new life that was going to work for me...Had to make changes had to live my life fruitfully....I needed to talk about it talk about it talk about....Reach inside myself.....Purge the pain.....Read that book...CRY  and than POOF>>>>I thought it was all over....But as the days pass and I still visit here I still cry hot tears and I identify so much with all of you I have so much compassion with each one of you I guess there is so much more work that really needs to be done.

The role of a child abuse survivor is to purge there pain and I guess as Dr. Phil says use it as a catalyst as a healing agent but then what?  Do I have to live with the residual effects of abuse forever?

Am I forever corroded?  Come on Dr. Phil  right a follow up or send some one else who knows because I don't!  Am I just suppose to feel these hot tears?

Begin with little ones.  you desire to erect a very high building?

Think first of the foundation of humilty.

The higher you intend it,  the deeper must the foundations be laid.

ST. AUGUSTINE

Lift up your eyes.  Your heavenly Father waits to bless you in inconceivable ways to make your  life what you never dreamed it could be.

ANNE ORTLUND

WE CHANGE.............

Henry DAVID THOREAU

That's all I am doing is working on me!  The reason for the post here was this place used to be a safe haven for me..All of a sudden it turned into Paton Place.  I REFUSE to be in ANYONE Else's DRAMA.  I REFUSE to LIVE OUT ANY else's GAMES  go back and re-read old post's.

I am here fixing me.  I am testing all other boards too.  I am not here for no one else but me.  There is NO anger here just a fact a true observer seeing how out of control this board has spun. 

This is not mental Illness This is almost down right abusive in and of it self.

If it continues I am sure Dr. Phil might pull the plug on all of you again...  then where will you all be?  Back at poetry .com  slamming him again?  Orphans of Dr. Phil?  PLEASSSSE!

Don't even talk to ME about a soapbox because girl you don't know WHO your going UP against!  I AM GREAT THUNDER! 

The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core strength within you that survives all the hurt....

Max Lerner