Hi my baby Kailey was still born on January 26th 2005 and we are still trying to get pregnant again. She was my second pregancy, my first was a misscarriage at 13 weeks. I can relate to how you feel with your husband, as we struggle everyday. Unfortunately we will never be the same people we were before we lost our babies, but know that your husband is there for you. You will need his love and support to get through this preganacy, regardless of the outcome. You should try to talk to your husband. This pregancy isn't going to be easy, but it will be easier together. The pain and loss you experienced will not go away, and this baby will not replace the void of your other angels, but the best gift you can give to them is to live you life in a way that will make them proud.
what I find the hardest is to see through my pain, that my husband is greiving as well.
I wish you the best with your pregancy.