Messages By: mjkkas

I didn't lose it in the traditional sense, I wasn't fired r anything. The builders led me on for a month than declined the work this year so I am out of work until next spring.

Mar.

I am a little sensitive tonight MJ. Is that a sarcastic comment or a real one? Because it is kind of terrible since I have a huge 2nd mortgage to contribute to, and three kids. I thought this would happen but I was hoping it wouldn't happen so soon.

I didn't think that you were trying to be rude I am just a little bit of a basket case right now. I guess what I am going to do is get another job somehow. I don't think you know the history but I had a big company that went broke. Then I got swamped by taxes and my husband and I had to mortgage the house to pay for everything. When I got this job, in my own field it was like a dream come true, like a second chance to do something good. It really brought me out of my depression.

Now I feel so devastated I don't know what to think, what to feel, anything.

Sorry to be such a downer.

Mar

But still there is really nothing that I can do right now.  I am more upset about the lack of respect that they showed my clients. He emailed them directly before talking to me and that made me look like I didn't know what was going on, plus he was fully aware of the situation and knew he was expected to talk to me first so that I had a chance to handle things better. I just feel really stupid and I am so mad at myself too because maybe there was something else I could have done to make this work out better.

By the way...just having someone to talk to is help enough. Don't worry you are doing just fine. Thanks for hanging in here.

Many blessings Mar.