Messages By: mjkkas

You have come to the right place, there is alot of support here.

Do you see a counselor? are you on any meds.? (Not evryone believes in taking meds), I don't mean to ask all those questions, but sometimes we need other sources when depression is in our lives.

We all know about the hopeless feelings that are there. For me I feel them most of the time and I have 4 kids, 2 are young so I have to be around for them for some years.

I don't think that is bad, because for a time if we have to live for someone else to be here until we want to live for ourself. Did that make any sense?

If you are in AZ then it is probably too hot for a walk, I know I live around that same hot area and I certainly can't go for a walk! What kind of things do you like to do? Read or knit, anything?

This is all stuff I need to do to, I have lost interest in most things but have to try hard to do it. Take care of yourself and stay a while you are welcome here.

Maybe your husband is going through some depression right now too, with your surgeries and such. I always make excuses for people so sorry.  It is wrong for people to treat each other badly. My husband can say some real hurtful things to me and the kids too.

I live in Utah (look out) on the very south end where it is hot, I moved recently from where I lived for 22 years. So that is hard, change anyway...

I know about hanging on by a thread, I keep it mostly to myself though. Just keep on that happy face like my husband calls it.

     I had someone diagnose me with that. As a child and teen years I wondered about it. Not much is really ever said about it or done about it I don't think.

     I agree with you on the Dr. Phil show (hint hint monitors), there needs to be more awareness about mental illness, PTSD, all of that stuff. How to deal and heal if it is possible, or how manageable it can be.

     As far as getting a response from him, it is very hard I have emailed him a couple of times and, because of the volume I guess they get overlooked. I have heard that if you put urgent on it then you have a better chance of getting a response.

     I hope you have a good weekend!

     Golfallday! Great to see you here on the board. I found the boards before I got an email, they told me it would show up in the bulk so maybe it got put in your trash or maybe they haven't sent it to you. I got one a week after I had been on the boards.

     I hope all is going well for you! Still haven't seen Solo22, she had to evacuate because of hurricane Emily (I think that is the one) a while back and then the boards were down. I hope she and her family are ok.

     I start therapy on Monday so I am nervous and excited, tough to go through all the feelings I have stuffed inside, but excited because I can go forward.

     It is glad to see you, I realize you have alot going on. Miss your wisdom and kind words that was used to seeing everyday :).

     The boards are A little different, there are some good things about it. I like how when you post to someone from a post the day before shows up at the end/beginning (that's confusing). They don't get overlooked as much, do you know what I mean, I confuse alot of people so sorry if I confused you.

     I start therapy on Monday and hope to become a stronger better person, Thanks for all your references for help you gave me when I was struggling. You're great!

I want to thank you Lidica for your support.

Cathy you too!

I hope we all a great weekend!

I hope you have a great weekend you deserve it,

especially after the past couple of days!

    Yeah, I have a 3 1/2 and 7 year old. They like to break the eggs (if you know what I mean) and mix them for french toast. My 3 /12 yr. old loves Sponge Bob! doesn't have a room though.

    I understand what you mean about the older they get the younger they get, I have an 18 year old too! Fights with the little ones all the time, Drives me crazy!