[AD]Erin shares that she and Marty miss Alexandra in their lives. "I'm always going to see Alexandra as that 10-year-old little girl. She was funny, and smart, and she would just try anything, just a go-getter," she says. "Marty and I really miss that about her. It's hard for us to think of our daughter in terms of where she is right now, so we do want to remember the positive things about her. We know that great little girl is still in there somewhere. She's just clouded with the drugs."
Erin attempts to trace some of Alexandra's footsteps. She starts with a trip to her daughter's pain doctor. She brings along her X-rays from when she broke her back on two different occasions. "I do not think I should be prescribed OxyContin, Oxycodone or anything for my pain," she says.