Jordan says she weighs 75 pounds and wants to lose more weight. The 23-year-old says she’s been hospitalized or rushed to the ER 20 times in the last two years, and she is teetering on the brink of death. She says she gets a high from losing weight and is even more terrified of gaining weight than she is of dying.

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In the video above from Monday’s episode of Dr. Phil, Jordan allows cameras to look inside her private and secret life. See her daily rituals, including checking to make sure her bones are sticking out enough.

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On Monday’s episode, Jordan comes face-to-face with her mother and stepfather who say they are fed up with her behavior. And on Tuesday, Jordan reveals how she believes her stepfather has turned her mother against her. Plus, find out why Jordan’s family has concerns about the boyfriend she has turned to for support. Check here to see where you can watch.

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75 Lb. Woman Says She Wants To Lose More Weight To Show ‘I’m One Of The Best Anorexics Out There’