Autumn says for the last two years, she’s had a tumultuous relationship with D’Andre. She says he physically abuses her, and she has even ended up in the E.R. after he left her bloody and bruised. She currently has a no contact order against him, although she met up with him while in Los Angeles before meeting with Dr. Phil, saying, “He just sucks me back in.”

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In the video above from Monday’s episode of Dr. Phil, Autumn tells Dr. Phil, “I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love him. That would be like the love of your life, after a year of being with him, started to act like that. You would be a little confused.”

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Does Autumn believe she deserves to be physically harmed? And why does she blame herself for some of D’Andre’s behavior? See what she says in the video above.

On Monday, see what happens when Autumn’s dad confronts D’Andre for the first time. And on Tuesday, does D’Andre agree to stay away from Autumn, or is he willing to risk the legal ramifications? Check here to see where you can watch.

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