Christian recording artist Michele Pillar says she started singing when she was 5 and recording music at 19. The three-time Grammy nominee says she’s now the happiest she’s ever been, but her life wasn’t always that way.

During an in-depth interview with Dr. Phil, Pillar opens up about finding out she was pregnant at 17, having an extramarital affair at 29, contemplating taking her own life, and more.

Watch the full interview above.

Michele Pillar's book, “Untangled: The Truth Will Set You Free,” is available for purchase on her website and wherever books are sold.