Cindy and Trever’s 16-year marriage has been filled with screaming, fighting, calls to the police and a broken nose. But Cindy says she still loves Trever – and blames herself for some of his violent outbursts.

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“I’m married to a monster,” says Cindy, who claims that Trever can be extremely violent. “When I was 8 months pregnant with our first child, we got into a huge altercation. I was pushed out of the car while it was moving. I was rushed to the hospital. I started having contractions.”

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The mom of three, who admits that she has hit her husband, adds, “I’m terrified of him. The kids are, too.”

However, Trever says he’s not “generally a violent person,” and there’s no reason for his wife to be afraid of him. “I don’t know anyone in the world that would be afraid of me,” he says.

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In the video above, hear about a fight between Trevor and Cindy where he broke her nose. Why does Cindy say, “I got what I deserved?” Is there hope for this marriage? This episode airs Wednesday. Check here to see where you can watch.

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